Are You Afraid of Using Your Gifts as a Lightworker?

You know you’re here to help the world heal.
You feel it in your bones.
You feel this pull and you can’t explain it, but it’s strong.
You know you’re being called and initiated, you know you’re here to do BIG things but something keeps you stuck-
You don’t know the next step, or the right move to make.
In fact, you’re so afraid of taking the wrong one that you take no steps at all.

You know you need to take action but you can’t figure out what that aligned action is.
Do I do a course?
Do I learn a skill?
Do I need to take on practice clients for free?

You don’t feel ready.
You tell yourself that you need to get your ducks in a row, first.
You need to get your systems in place.
You need to practice more, to know more, to be more before you can do what it is you’re feeling called to do.
Before you feel sure, before you feel safe to start.

You’re afraid of what people will think…
That you’ll be called ‘woo woo’, or worse, fucking crazy.
You’re afraid that you’ll be challenged, that your healings won’t be impactful.
You’re so afraid of failing, of disappointing people, of being asked for refunds, of being called a fraud, that you’re too afraid to even give it a shot.

And deep down, underlying all of it is a fear that this isn’t really happening to you - that you are just losing your shit… that you’re just having a breakdown.
You’re hearing, seeing, feeling things that you’ve never felt before and it scares the fuck out of you.
Nobody around you seems to be going through it, nobody seems to get it, you feel isolated from all the people close to you.
You retreat, you retract, you hide.

I felt ALL of these things when I was being called and initiated as a healer.
I doubted my intuition, I doubted the call, I doubted I would ever be able to actually do the thing and start serving my medicine.
My fear, my self doubt and my inner saboteur held me back for way longer than I care to admit - telling me I wasn’t “ready”, that I didn’t know what I was doing.
But my soul always knew.

If you are hearing the call, you’re ready.
If you’re feeling pulled towards it, you’re ready.
Get out of your own way and deal with the parts of your shadow that tell you you’re not - you’re not good enough, you’re not gifted, you’re not special and you didn’t come here in this incarnation literally for this reason.

The world needs your medicine, now more than ever.
The time is now.

If you are ready to step into your healing gifts, and stop hiding from your dharma - I literally designed my signature intensive experience, Rebirth for you. Shoot me a DM on IG @becmylonas for more information, and to see if you’re aligned for the next intake.