The Challenges of Being an Old Soul
I’ve noticed a common thread occurring amongst those in my field who are highly evolved, ancient and wise souls - super gifted intuitively, priestesses with open channels who are capable of performing advanced energy work and who feel everything deeply - that has been a running theme for me too.
As advanced, activated and open as they are (particularly in the upper chakras), they seem to struggle with or tend to want to neglect the most basic principles of creation - AKA, mindset.
These souls are WIZARDS of creation (many who have actually had incarnations as literal gods and goddesses) and are capable of incredible refinement when it comes to generating and manipulating frequency, and yet struggle to manifest their desires into this reality because they are so focused on the energetics that they overlook getting their mind on board.
In fact, try to talk to them about the basic principles of mindset and they’ll probably get triggered AF (guilty).
Another theme is that the further they seem to connect and activate their multidimensionality and soul memory, they become more and more sensitive to frequency and often struggle to be around others, ostracising them from the humanity they came here to help and be a part of.
They also find it difficult to relate to others who aren’t on the same path, and cannot tolerate the conversations, environments and frequencies they did prior to awakening - meaning they tend to purposefully isolate themselves from mainstream society and find safe pockets of society which feel like a bubble.
A lot - but not all -of these beings develop spiritual ego, becoming judgemental towards those who are not 'awake' and pedestaling themselves.
This makes it incredibly jarring for them when they attempt to re-assimilate into that society or reconnect with family, friends or loved ones.
And then, a lot of the time, they desire to check out entirely and not want to be here at all because they are so connected to other dimensions and timelines where it is not so dense and there is not such jarring polarity and contrast - and so they spend a lot of their time longing to go 'home', daydreaming, in trance states, or meditation, and these are the only times where they feel happy or content.
The non-physical world is more real to them than this tangible, physical reality they exist in, and they tend to neglect participating or taking care of their basic human needs as a result.
Many of these advanced beings reject their body or have had a history of rejecting their bodies - self sabotaging behaviours, addiction, body dysmorphia, eating disorders, self harm etc - because of the resentment they hold towards being human, and being here now.
The focus in this lifetime for these souls shouldn’t actually be put on ‘ascending’ further into the higher realms which can be often used as an escape, but rather, grounding into this body and this lifetime here on Earth.
(And yes, believe me I know that it's tempting to want to float up into the ether and stay there forever, or ascend so high you leave your human body entirely, because this is a lesson I'm learning now - but that's not the point of coming here now and choosing to be human for this experience).
When these souls are able to anchor the incredibly high frequencies and codes they are capable of holding here onto Gaia they become fully embodied into their mission of creating heaven on earth.
When these souls are capable of walking amongst and accepting and loving other humans (no matter where they are at) then they are able to assist the unawakened in awakening by leading by embodied example of what unconditional love truly is.